its true what they say,
be careful what you wish for, coz u just might get it all.
just a few days ago i was lying on the bed in sickbay and i was craaaving on getting back home, waking up from my own warm bed, tucked inside a thick warm blanket on a queen size bed, and breakfast in bed...
its really disturbing to be sick and NOT at home really. its by that time when u start to think of the pros and cons, the things u've been doing, hadeeths that ustazah has been saying (seriously. haha) and mostly crap. i dont noe, i guess when ur body is sick, ur mind is sick too.
it all started on one monday evening,
i was finished with my thesis so i decided to go for a swim with my peeps,
so that evening pon pergilah kami to the river, and then it rained, and bla bla, so by 5.30 camtuh we went out lah, coz its getting dark
so the day after that is form 4 registration day, being an emc, i had to got for document checkings. basically what we do is we check for missing documents that the students have to bring and tell them what to do. its like pusat zakat. haha. so the registration was reaaallly tiring. it was hot, it was uncomfortable, and i was wearing my emc vest, so to sum things up, i was in hell.
and that evening after taklimat borang spm, the basketball team SUDDENLY decided to go for a friendly match at SERATAS. we rushed for our outfits and shoes and head on for the match. another tiring activity for the tiring day.
hahaha
ok so back to the main topic
on wednesday, the day after all the hecticness, i felt this giddy feeling, more of like, i cant sit still, i cant walk straight, its called vertigo (so said the doctor). and right after sejarah which is the last subject, i literally sprinted to my bed. i dont noe why i did that, but i had no appetite and i had no other intention in my mind but to lie on bed and sleep. it was a gut instinct, something that i just noe i had to do. so as i landed on the bed, the computer completely shuts down...
and the rest of the day goes on with the same activity till the next morning.
i woke up with a slight fever, and carried myself through each step of the journey to pep-talk. haha.
i was sweating really bad. both my inner and my school uniform is wet. and sweat was literally dripping from my chin. as i got to class, i felt this hypersensitive-ness around me, i saw the lights all brighter, and i could hear every sigh and slight movement of the feet. like literally. it was scary, reaaaallly scary. bt i got through.
ok so after english 1119 i went straight to sick bay for treatment, they took me to the clinic and was asked to stay in bed for the rest of the day, well duh.. sial gile ah kalau suroh g skola gak. haha
so the rest of the day continued with bed bed bed and more bed activities such as sitting on bed, drinking on bed, eating on bed, sleeping, and more bed activities. haha
by the next morning, i was ok, and was feeling great really, i was sure that i had completely recovered besides the slight headache. and the day went great and i even played basketball that evening.
by that night, it was back to square one as i started feeling the giddy-ness and headache. ugh.. chest pains started to become stronger. so i went to sleep early that night.
the rest of night continued with a couple of barfs, a few hundred burps and a whole night of sleeping while sitting. i called the warden tht mornign at 3 and he said that he'll get back to me once he contacted other wardens.
ok so the bottomline is, i got to the hospital the next morning, the doctor treated me like a lab rat, and my mom came and picked me up, so here i am, sitting in front of my pc
i guess i got what i wished for. haha