Test Drive

It seems that to study and stay focus wasnt as easy as i thought it would be.
haha
well duh kan.. 
it seems that all the thesis and form 4 stuffs bugging me kot thats keeping me off track
but no worries yusri ! after this, there'll be no more debate, no more nothin..
which means its you, books, notes, and spm. 
easier said than done
we'll see. haha

Detour

Its only been literally a year since i left bangi and things have really changed.
friends changed, social lifestyles changed, social status changed, circle of friends either grew much bigger or smaller, either way, the point is, it changed.
change isnt always that bad really.

but hey, what am i whining about? i'm the one who decided to go in the first place
its like a detour that im taking and by december, i'll be back on track, trying to squish back into YOUR circle of friends. hahaha. 

speaking of detours, i think this really sick as in wicked sickness that i have is finally opening up my eyes. at some point i told myself, hey, i dont think ur gonna be debating, or continuing with any of those activities. coz its spm year, and what's important, is spm, u got ur chance, u've got last year, and thankfully, u didnt blew that chance. and so, its not really an important year to be active. more of an important year to stay alive and thinking.. and at full rest. 

so from now on, i declare 'zero' activities involving wakil maktab
which means bye bye debate, uia debate, nasyid, basketball.. and i dont remember some other stuffs. hello spm in another +-200 days !

sometimes u just gotta get through an obstacle to really know how much you can push yourself.
:D

Be careful what you wish for, coz u just might get it all

its true what they say, be careful what you wish for, coz u just might get it all.

just a few days ago i was lying on the bed in sickbay and i was craaaving on getting back home, waking up from my own warm bed, tucked inside a thick warm blanket on a queen size bed, and breakfast in bed...
its really disturbing to be sick and NOT at home really. its by that time when u start to think of the pros and cons, the things u've been doing, hadeeths that ustazah has been saying (seriously. haha) and mostly crap. i dont noe, i guess when ur body is sick, ur mind is sick too.

it all started on one monday evening,
i was finished with my thesis so i decided to go for a swim with my peeps,
so that evening pon pergilah kami to the river, and then it rained, and bla bla, so by 5.30 camtuh we went out lah, coz its getting dark
so the day after that is form 4 registration day, being an emc,  i had to got for document checkings. basically what we do is we check for missing documents that the students have to bring and tell them what to do. its like pusat zakat. haha. so the registration was reaaallly tiring. it was hot, it was uncomfortable, and i was wearing my emc vest, so to sum things up, i was in hell.
and that evening after taklimat borang spm, the basketball team SUDDENLY decided to go for a friendly match at SERATAS. we rushed for our outfits and shoes and head on for the match. another tiring activity for the tiring day.
hahaha

ok so back to the main topic
on wednesday, the day after all the hecticness, i felt this giddy feeling, more of like, i cant sit still, i cant walk straight, its called vertigo (so said the doctor). and right after sejarah which is the last subject, i literally sprinted to my bed. i dont noe why i did that, but i had no appetite and i had no other intention in my mind but to lie on bed and sleep. it was a gut instinct, something that i just noe i had to do. so as i landed on the bed, the computer completely shuts down... 
and the rest of the day goes on with the same activity till the next morning.
i woke up with a slight fever, and carried myself through each step of the journey to pep-talk. haha.
i was sweating really bad. both my inner and my school uniform is wet. and sweat was literally dripping from my chin. as i got to class, i felt this hypersensitive-ness around me, i saw the lights all brighter, and i could hear every sigh and slight movement of the feet. like literally. it was scary, reaaaallly scary. bt i got through. 
ok so after english 1119 i went straight to sick bay for treatment, they took me to the clinic and was asked to stay in bed for the rest of the day, well duh.. sial gile ah kalau suroh g skola gak. haha
so the rest of the day continued with bed bed bed and more bed activities such as sitting on bed, drinking on bed, eating on bed, sleeping, and more bed activities. haha
by the next morning, i was ok, and was feeling great really, i was sure that i had completely recovered besides the slight headache. and the day went great and i even played basketball that evening. 
by that night, it was back to square one as i  started feeling the giddy-ness and headache. ugh.. chest pains started to become stronger. so i went to sleep early that night.
the rest of night continued with a couple of barfs, a few hundred burps and a whole night of sleeping while sitting. i called the warden tht mornign at 3 and he said that he'll get back to me once he contacted other wardens.
ok so the bottomline is, i got to the hospital the next morning, the doctor treated me like a lab rat, and my mom came and picked me up, so here i am, sitting in front of my pc

i guess i got what i wished for. haha

Busy Guy

hey there again,
this week has really been.. um... delightingly... full. haha
i have loads of stuffs to write if u were to somehow be interested in noe-ing that.

next week will be the form 4 registration day
im in charge of the documents ape tah
semakan dokumen
thank god
naseb baik tak kene angkat beg
haha
so i'll be scouting for jess people and future taiping debaters

in march :
insya allah will be busy with
mrsm debate, nasyid, marhabban, and still thinking about tilawah
its the hari agama or sumthing
bt yeah, i like these stuffs
haha
just got elected ajk surau and dakwah
yeee.. takde makne pon
haha
i think thats it kot
and uia debate is in april
psyched about everything.
heheh
bye!