Again

windows and curtains are closed. blankets fold nicely on the bed. lights turned off and socks are worn. shoes nicely polished and bags are waiting at the door.

its that time of the holidays again. 

going back. 

ugh im seriously getting tired of getting what i've  been missing and letting it go in a few days after that. 

haihh

its like a baby letting go his favourite lollipop after crying for days just to get it.

god, aku da malas laaaa

tak laratt

i wanna end this fast.

come spm come !

come and go away !

and here's a really deep song from yuna

i just love it

Lyric...
Deeper Conversation By Yuna

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
Now I'm learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
Now I'm learning you

And if you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

If you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

If you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

4x
Deeper Conversation
Does ur name rhymes with...  mine...

Tired

i'm tired of school. after 10 years.

seriously i need a new routine. 

about 300+ days till freedom

Hill Billy Fest

ok2, this is specially dedicated to 'anonymous' and everyone concerned

ok so i've deleted the post to avoid any more conflicts and to avoid sparks to be lit any brighter.

heh.. after a couple of deep breaths i've decided that,

well it was my fault in the first place, letting my ego go out like that

bt that's just it, its all about my ego, u shud be thankful i dont let out my ego in public, and its a blog

so for watever i said, its for the good, i didnt meant to hurt anyone. i just wanted to make things better and to express my views on it.

for the record, i am really sorry.

one suicide attempt everyday ?

i've just turned the black box on, and on the headlines was 'one suicide attempt everyday'
causes are mostly from lack of money, bla blah

i've got just one thing to conclude
lack of religion in malaysia.
simple.
eh slash that, lack religious education in the society
now that's better. haha

Yuna

i usually dont like malay songs. but i love yuna
seriously her voice is like, uber cool
we need more malays like her
she's awesome

SPM

i'm a lil confused why suddenly everyone is restricting themselves / is restricted by their parents.

i noe its spm

for me, spm is like 5 times harder than pmr, bt it doesnt mean u need 5 times more restrictions, what you need is really 5 times more effort

restrictions is gonna make studying a lot harder really. 

try studying coz u want to, coz u want to succeed, you have a goal right ? everyone has reasons for straight A1s

but that's just it. dont restrict too much, i mean, i'm away in taiping but i still am stealing a piece of wireless from the teacher's office

and we have like a day where none of us would study, as in, a quality night.

no books, just us, and the stars. and sometimes we see ghosts lurking behind trees (seriously) 

but my point it, chill. i dont think ur gonna feel good when ur restricting urself too much.

but ur gonna feel great if u study soo hard and play at the same time.AND succeed

look at dina and mel, they did it, and they had fun

get it ?

so loosen up a lil

its spm year, its like pmr with less 'r' and more 's'

ok i'm talking crap

chiaow, i'm off to taiping in like.. 2 hours

have fun everyone !
AND study. dont forget that.

SPC enlightenment

for these past few months i've been searching and searching for motivation. enough motivation to drive me all the way to Australia. Western Australia to be specific. haha.

i've 'interviewed' a few people about SPM and SPC (skim pelajar cemerlang) also known as fast track for mrsm students (the first reason why i wanted to come here)

nadhir * 06/07 taiping debator with 9A1 n doing a medic in moscow via SPC*

Nadhir Adi Azahar wrote at 2:44am haha chill bro. saje tanya. anyway, lupa nak reply psl spc. ala frankly speaking spc is not that grand as what the kaunselor would always say. basically kalau nak fly overseas ada 2 kot russian medic and sheffield engineering. im not sure about your batch. but everything depends on ur trial results. if you really want it, then work really hard for trials la. but ada yang prefer not to and instead concentrate on spm. depends really, on what you want. Hakim *best friend* wrote 'study ngan main kene ratio 3:1' Anisa Khaira Basiron *07/08 taiping debator who got fast track and waiting for spm results*

Khaira Basiron: buat tol2 trial

Khaira Basiron: im serious

Khaira Basiron: spm tu org dah cam x amek kisah dah

Mohammad Yusri Jamaluddin: ok, gotcha

Khaira Basiron: asal your trial rock you hebat ar namenye

Khaira Basiron: tp jgn ar main2 plak spm

Mohammad Yusri Jamaluddin: alaaa

Mohammad Yusri Jamaluddin: haha

Khaira Basiron: jgn tunggu

Khaira Basiron: you start belajar lg awal lg bgs

Mohammad Yusri Jamaluddin: so this year is gonna be filled with books la basically

Mohammad Yusri Jamaluddin: books and exercises

Mohammad Yusri Jamaluddin: and notes

Khaira Basiron: yg form 4 stuff yg you x paham lg pahamkan asap

Khaira Basiron: uhuh

Khaira Basiron: xpe

Khaira Basiron: one more year to emancipation

Khaira Basiron: hakhak

Mohammad Yusri Jamaluddin: haha

Mohammad Yusri Jamaluddin: true

Mohammad Yusri Jamaluddin: ok then

Mohammad Yusri Jamaluddin: thanx for the advice

Mohammad Yusri Jamaluddin: im off to somewhere

ok, so those are my conversations with a few 'experienced' people

and as i always tell myself, its stupid to learn from ur mistakes, ur always one step ahead if u learn from other people's experiences.

so these few people plus some of the counsellors help has really motivated me to study really hard for trials. i've even changed my prayers to 9A1s in trials AND SPM, SPC to western australia.

haha

being a debator, an mrsm student, an emc, chances of getting spc is very high. its just whether i'm gonna get a good spc or not.

like khaira, she's a debator, bt she's not really that well in her studies, so she got a fast track to kolej lagenda. i mean, bt watever khaira, u rejected the offer and u still have spm ok !

see where i'm going here ? i've got every opportunity a sheffield wannabe would want to have,

its just a matter of making full use of it.

i wish i can answer the question of HOW to do that.

haih...

bt one thing's for sure, i'm gna study hard, and that's a promise. insyaAllah.

Targets :

April 1st: finish one set of form 4 exercise books, finish notes for each form 4 subject

June 1st : Finish 1 set of form 5 exercise books

August 1st : Finish another 2 sets of SPM exercise books

i'm wishing myself goodluck, and i'm gonna stick to my old schedule

which is :

sleep at 11pm, wake up at 3am, study, school, prep, play bball at 5pm, and prep again at night. 

gud luck dude !

so this is where you are yusri, right on the starting line of a race, a race in which you know how to win, but you dont noe the results just yet, you got the determination, and you got the heart, you got everything you need, its just strength and perspiration from now on.

back on the job

its been 10 days since form 5 started and i'm starting to get a glimps of what form 5 politics is all about.

yes, as i said to you earlier, wayy earlier before, our politics is a lot different than yours..

so u dont really see KPs whistling around looking for excitement..

some of us wished we had our posts and finally end up in a web of problems and responsibilities.

so here's my web of problems and responsibilities for these couple of weeks :

1. as vice of charity exco, i had to call a few hotels for dinner bookings this saturday. and god 210 ringgit per table ? murah siot..haha... we got faxes from a few hotels and we're goin with the malaysian barbeque set i think.. they're doin a meeting about that as i am typing.
2. the surau board started to make a schedule of imams and muazzins, so i'm gna have to wake up at 5am on tuesdays and weds, coz im the imam for subuh on tue, and muazzin on wed, imam for isya' on thursday, and bilal for maghrib on tuesday. god penat gile doh nak ikot jadual..
3. the english unit had an activity just now, each homeroom had to make a 4 stanza poem about their dreams and ambitions and the emc's had to be faci's them. i was like wut ? i can speak english but i'm not familiar with literary stuffs. haha.. ok i may noe a thing or two. haha. bt hell, my homeroom rocked, tgklah faci sape..  :p
4. emc is also gonna be busy with opening a stall this saturday night.. so they're gonna be busy by then ( im off to dinner baby! sayonara EMCs! haha)
5. ur voices are heard people! we're havin a little problem with the cafe, they're slow, they cook like they've never cooked before, nasi goreng tastes like pepper, and teh tarik is just teh (as in air kosong warm) with bubbles, and they make teh ais limau as in teh susu plus limau with ice. wut ? so ppl are coming up to me and like, 'dude, do something about it! we want to be heard !" haha. ok guys, dont worry, i'm on it. i guess my 3 day break isnt gonna be filled with much sunshine as i'm gna be here writing letters to the administratives. bt i guess we're STILL gonna have a meeting about it first, coz hey, i'm nt the one making the desicions.. ey wait, i AM ! high five farah, thanx for makin me head of students affairs !(its seriously fun to make ur own decisions without havin ppl throwing fists at you)
6. the basketball club is gna have a 3 on 3 interclass tournament, we're busy on planning it with ourselves coz apparently the president is trying out for rugby. haha. bt whatever suites him, we just wanna play ball. haha
7. i just resigned from homeroom presidency ( it feels better to resign before ppl WANT you to do so ) haha.
8. the homeroom is planning on going to kuala gula for a trip. i guess its gonna be fun.
   

updates*

i just found out that the most awesomest girl i've ever met IN TAIPING is my bestfriend's girlfriend, and they just broke up (which means.. hehe)

hahaha

and we have a new routine every friday night, sit on top of the dewan besar and stare at stars while eating pizzas. yumm..

and i never realised how much peace i can get and how timeless it feels to watch stars in the sky at night. u really dont get much stars in kl, light pollution, blegh.

im gna be goin to ukm tomorrow for my sem project insyaAllah..

im probly goin to school on friday to eat at the kantin. haha

gna buy lots of cd cetak rompak coz we're bored to death there. haha

the best hols..

its that time of the year again !

no its not christmas and its not raya

its time to get my ass back to mrsm

i have mixed emotions about goin back

bt honestly, i'm mostly  excited to go back

for some reasons.. :D

bt yeah

the previous hols have been THE best hols ever!

seriously

i have never done so many things in one holiday and hung out with so many friends at the same time.

well, not that many, bt i got some new friends :D

things i'm glad i did :

• watched IMAX TWICE 
• merayau from rantai to pc fair and to times square
• hafal yassin. yeay
• tgk wayang kat warta. haha, bt it was kinda good actually.
• made popcorn. eureka ! im a millionare babey !
• finished season 3 of heroes, 2 seasons of october road, 1 season of  greek, and just started to watch survivors
• watched dark knight. yeah baby
• recorded 6 hours of 30 rock (havent watched it yet)
• broke some world records for WII's sonic olympics. haha
• learnt to play a new song (i play rarely so that's an accomplishment)
• learnt to play piano.woohoo !
• did breakfast with the guys for like... 3 or 4 times.
• went to vietnam :D
• went to a nobel-laureatte talk.which was awesome

woops, sorry, have loads more to write

but its 5.50 and i have to go for subuh now,

coz we're leaving after subuh

i guess the list is long enuff

haha

ok then

bye, 

till next time !

happy reading previous posts over and over again !

hahaha

Two thousand-nine

hey 2009, and hey 1430 hijrah

as usual, i would blog about my new year's resolution

well here it goes,

my 2009 resolution :

1. 4.0 for 3rd sem.. aminn
2. straight As for spm, dont noe whether im taking 10 or 9 yet.. depends on ustaz.
3. WIN UIA debate, hey, we got till semi-finals last time, i mean, the seniors. haha
4. WIN minggu bahasa debate mrsm semalaysia (like taiping did for the last... years. haha)
5. join nasyid (yeah baby !)
6. hafal juzzu' amma and all those surah2 pilihan (yasin al mulk assajadah waqiah and.... i forgot one more)
7. not go to the cafe unless on several occassions. (god abes duit)
   
8. go back home on sem breaks and mid sem breaks only. plus special occassions (if its really that important)
   
9. lose a few pounds
10. make EMC the best comittee that has ever existed in taiping
11. make sure form 4 EMCs get their rights (god we didnt get ours)
12. "ratio of study to fun = 1:3" quoted by hakim

insyaAllah..